Tuesday, September 28, 2010

simulan mo, tatapusin ko. :)

simulan mo, tatapusin ko :)
by Rachelle Ramos on Saturday, August 14, 2010 at 2:42pm

huy.รถ

inaantay ko texts mo araw-araw.

hinahanap kita sa school pag pumapasok ako kahita alam ko wala kang klase.

naaalala ko yung amoy ng pabango mo parati.

napagkakamalan ko yung kung sinu sino sa paligid, na ikaw.

natutulala ako pag naiisip kita.

paulit ulit kong binabasa mga last text messages mo sa phone ko.

pabalik balik ako sa page mo nitong buong magdamag. (mga 20 times na ata)

bukambibig na kita ke utol. (confidante ko)

sinisilip ko yung kanto ng compound nyo tuwing papasok na ko sa school.

ini-imagine ko nalang yung ngiti mo, na nakakatuwa, haha.

kumakain nalang ako ng isaw para maramdamang kasama kita.

tumatawa nalang ako mag-isa sa mga joke mo na paulit ulit sa isip ko.



haydyusme!



namimiss na kita.



I DARE YOU TO MOVE. :)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

A CIRCLE, I mean CYCLE.

Why do we choose to be attached to a person when we knew he'll probably leave too, someday? We give a part of our hearts and soul to them, cannot be retrieved. Maybe because we only think of what was important and what we want for the moment and forgetting, maybe setting aside, what will be it's effect in the long run.

A kiss is as exciting as your first day at school or first time receiving a gift; and we treated it as a sport, when we don't know that from that simple act, we get ATTACHED emotionally to a person.

We hurry down at romance when we aren't even sure of our commitment. And then cries "I can't be without him anymore.", after you fell apart.

We are in a CIRCLE.
it's a CYCLE that leads you running and running (and running) without even getting anywhere.
You connect.
You attach.
You broke up.
You connect.
You attach.
You broke up.

A CYCLE.


Whether it's with the same person or the other, it's still a CIRCLE; and it only hurts us much...


I guess the best way to be is (no, not to play safe) but to be attached to a person JUST when you know you were really ready for COMMITMENT.

a. BUILD FRIENDSHIPS along the way while getting busy with things you should be DOING first in your life.
b. STOP seeing the opposite sex ONLY as potential boyfriend / girlfriend.
c. WAIT for ROMANCE until both of you are really planning for MARRIAGE (commitment).
d. DON'T FELL TO FAST.
e. PRAY.


Obedience's reward is BLESSING.

Monday, September 6, 2010

ang sakit ha. :)

ako mismo. ako mismo ang pinalayas ng tanging tinatawag kong "home".
sinubukan kong kausapin siya. oo, nagbabakasakali akong may pagmamahal pa siya para sa akin, pero ako'y nagkamali, tsong. hehe

ang sakit pala.
all along akala ko di niya pa ako pinakakawalan, pero nagsawa na ata siya. natauhan na ba? hehe

namimiss ko siya.
ewan.
sa dami ng dumating. (patay na patay, ako ang patay na patay, nakakakilig, mga nagbalik na high school love affairs) pero ewan parang 'di katulad ng sa kanya.
di. di pa sure kung mahal ko parin kasi siya... pero iisa ang sure. wala pading makapagmahal sa akin tulad ng sa kanya.

home? parang ganun na nga.
i feel so at home sa kanya.
pero di naman siguro ibig sabihing siya lang talaga. o, ewan din natin. hehe

dadating pa ba yung tao na hinihintay ko, o siya na yun, napagod lang?

basta, ayun na yun. ang sakit ha. :)

-cheng's confession